"How do I make money doing what I love, if what I love to do is sleep?"
I was a teenager then, and the concept of making money 'doing what I love' seemed impossible.
Who's going to pay me to sleep? A mattress company?
Some time later, I decided to dig a little deeper.
I asked myself, "Why do I like sleep so much?"
And my realisation was that having ideas buzzing around my head from the moment I wake up, and being bombarded by constant stimuli in my environment, I always have trouble keeping my energy levels up.
Sleep was the sweet relief from my cranial activity. And it was bliss.
This meant that I needed to do things as efficiently as possible, so I can avoid wasting my limited energy, and so I had more time to sleep.
And that was my A-ha moment!
I had learned to be highly energy-efficient when it comes to my work. Set a target, work towards it in as streamlined a way as possible, and end it once it's completed within expectations.
Perfectionism? No time or energy for that. I'd rather grab more sleep.
I had also learned effective ways to shut out (as best I can) external stimuli, and focus only on the task at hand, allowing me to enter 'flow' seemingly more easily than other people.
This doesn't mean I'm a productivity machine. Far from it. By Singaporean cultural standards, I'm horrendously unproductive.
But I'm productive enough that I don't work endless hours, need to, or want to.
And that's good enough for me.